Hurts!

Don't know why I should ask him about that, i know that his answer will stay the same..

What can I do to make him pay attention more to me?

Although I know he always love me, but I always feel that he doesn't care about me..

-_-

I know i'm just a useless person to him...nothing much that I could do for him.

Maybe in his mind, I only a trouble that stuck in his life!!

I cried again last night, after that I felt so relieved..coz I could express my feeling..all my sadness that came to me yesterday..

I've decided, starts from today I'll change..

Change to be a better person to him..I don't want to be his trouble, I want to be her lover..someone that he always loves..