Saturday, 24 September 2011

to Someone


Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her what’s wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
-Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
-Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
-Protect her

When she steals your favourite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
-Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold hers and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
-don’t look away until she does

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
-she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking,BABY?

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

Result...

The result already out..and I was not accepted at Hilton.
Honestly, I feel so disappointed.
But, life must goes on..and I must be able to accept the reality that I'm not capable enough to do it...
I admit that I'm not that 'lucky' person that he always said...maybe I'm just not deserve for Hilton....
Well, I will try my best for my internship which is 2 months from now.
I hope God can lead me the best way, and I will never give up on it...
Ganbatte!!!

Thursday, 8 September 2011

Hurts!

Don't know why I should ask him about that, i know that his answer will stay the same..
What can I do to make him pay attention more to me?
Although I know he always love me, but I always feel that he doesn't care about me..
-_-
I know i'm just a useless person to him...nothing much that I could do for him.
Maybe in his mind, I only a trouble that stuck in his life!!
I cried again last night, after that I felt so relieved..coz I could express my feeling..all my sadness that came to me yesterday..
I've decided, starts from today I'll change..
Change to be a better person to him..I don't want to be his trouble, I want to be her lover..someone that he always loves..

Sunday, 4 September 2011

My Feeling

This is the last day of my holiday, tomorrow  I shouls back to college..
I went to Langkawi on 1-3 Sept, it was an great holiday.
I went there with my bf, his sister, and his sister bf. It's like a double date :)
We went to Pantai Cenang on the first day, then second day we went to Wild Life Park and Cable Car. Of course we took a lot of pic.
Actually I enjoyed it, but somehow I also felt disappointed to my bf. He shouted at me twice in front of many people.
I don't know what to do that time, I felt that I'm a useless gf to him. I just can make him angry...
That time, I really want to disappear from his life. Go away from him.
But I can't. I've in love with him, it can't change because of his anger.

Today I didn't want to talk with him on phone, so I turned off my phone.
After one and half an hour I turned it on again. I have 20 missed call and 20 messages from him. I felt so sorry to him...
Then realized that I still love him..love him so much.
So, I decided to forgive him, I'll try to forget that incident.
May God give the right path, so I can forgive him and may God bless our relationship forever.