Exam Result

Finally today my exam result out. I felt so nervous to check it, I scared I may have to resit the paper.
I really didn't expect too much because this semester exam quite hard for me.
During my intern I always think about my exam result, I was wondering I can do it or not.
It's very surprising when I checked, my GPA is 3.78. The most highest GPA that I've get. I get 5 A's and 2 B+.
Thank's God for ur blessing, I know that You always be there whenever I need you.
Especially during this few weeks, I faced a lot of problems. But now everything was ok.
I learnt how to be stronger than before, I wish I can improve myself to be a better person. =)
Hopefully my intern will be fun!

Say Hello to Holiday!

What an awesome day on 11.11.11
I don't know why all of my friends are excited today...and you know what?
I just finished my last paper! Yayy! I also cut my hair yesterday...it's nice though..really like it.. =)
Feel so happy because finally it was over..the nightmare that every night come to my mind.
Yeah..I couldn't sleep well before and during the exam..so stress about the house at KL which I mentioned at the previous post, my exam marks, case studies, essay case, whatever it is..
Finnaaallllyyyy..it's over now..fiuh~
So relieved at the time I submitted my last paper.
Guess what..I've never ever pay attention to subject called CRM Management..and I did it well..Hope I can at least get an A-
Hehehe
My ambitions..at least get GPA above 3,60 to improve my previous sem GPA.
I don't wanna mentioned it..it's the time to happy, happy and happy..let's have fun together pals!
I will enjoy this special day to the fullest and tomorrow I'll sleep like a pig..
This whole week make I had dark circles under my eyes.. so pity right?
But..from now on until next week..I'll have fun before go to intern at Shangri-La
I wish I can extend my holiday until December..but what to do?
I just follow Taylor's Regulations..if not they will kick me out and my mom will yelled at me
Good bye pals..enjoy ur weekend too

Exhausted Journey

This morning I went to KL with my bf to see the rooms that I'm going to stay for my internship.
At first, I text-ed the agent to make sure he can show us the rooms and unit. After 1 hours, he replied my text and he said, "Sorry there, I can't make it today because my boss asked me to go down to JB."
What kind of agent is that, he said today can show us the rooms but in the end he couldn't make it.
I felt so angry and all of my hard work to reach KL is useless..
I'm tired and fed up with this agent..
Suddenly, my friend called me and want to meet me at Fahrenheit 88, so we go upstairs to find another agent but it is so expensive.
Inside the unit only got 2 rooms with bathroom attached, but all of the rooms are fully furnished, it's quite nice though..
1 hours later, the first agent called me again and he said he can make it tomorrow morning. But, on Tuesday I have my final exam..but I also need to find units to stay.
I decided to go there although I'm really tired but I have no choice.
So, I hope the units can meet our expectation and can straight away move in.
Good bye then..need to study for my exam..
Wish me luck!
Love ya..

to Someone

Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her what’s wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
-Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
-Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
-Protect her

When she steals your favourite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
-Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold hers and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
-don’t look away until she does

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
-she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking,BABY?

Result...

The result already out..and I was not accepted at Hilton.
Honestly, I feel so disappointed.
But, life must goes on..and I must be able to accept the reality that I'm not capable enough to do it...
I admit that I'm not that 'lucky' person that he always said...maybe I'm just not deserve for Hilton....
Well, I will try my best for my internship which is 2 months from now.
I hope God can lead me the best way, and I will never give up on it...
Ganbatte!!!

Hurts!

Don't know why I should ask him about that, i know that his answer will stay the same..

What can I do to make him pay attention more to me?

Although I know he always love me, but I always feel that he doesn't care about me..

-_-

I know i'm just a useless person to him...nothing much that I could do for him.

Maybe in his mind, I only a trouble that stuck in his life!!

I cried again last night, after that I felt so relieved..coz I could express my feeling..all my sadness that came to me yesterday..

I've decided, starts from today I'll change..

Change to be a better person to him..I don't want to be his trouble, I want to be her lover..someone that he always loves..

My Feeling

This is the last day of my holiday, tomorrow  I shouls back to college..
I went to Langkawi on 1-3 Sept, it was an great holiday.
I went there with my bf, his sister, and his sister bf. It's like a double date :)
We went to Pantai Cenang on the first day, then second day we went to Wild Life Park and Cable Car. Of course we took a lot of pic.
Actually I enjoyed it, but somehow I also felt disappointed to my bf. He shouted at me twice in front of many people.
I don't know what to do that time, I felt that I'm a useless gf to him. I just can make him angry...
That time, I really want to disappear from his life. Go away from him.
But I can't. I've in love with him, it can't change because of his anger.

Today I didn't want to talk with him on phone, so I turned off my phone.
After one and half an hour I turned it on again. I have 20 missed call and 20 messages from him. I felt so sorry to him...
Then realized that I still love him..love him so much.
So, I decided to forgive him, I'll try to forget that incident.
May God give the right path, so I can forgive him and may God bless our relationship forever.

Leadership Development

Today, I've learnt so many things from Leadership Development, about personal leadership and how to breakthrough in challenges. It inspires me how to focus on becoming a leader and motivations. Mr. Jeevan said there are 5 pillars of personal leadership : goals, better thinking, daily agenda, massive action, and indentity. About breakthrough in challenges, he motivates me to getting back up after face challenges. He also give some great experiences and examples. I felt this is a great seminar which I ever heard and seen before. Actually this seminar conduct for two days. The first day until 5pm, but I gotta go to Sunway Resort for part time job.

See ya..

Happy 11 Months

Can't believe that we have go through 11 months together.

You make me smile and laugh when I’m sad. Just being around your presence makes my heart beat faster.
I think you are my best friend, my lover and my soul mate, and I’m so glad to have you in my life.

Really can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

I will always be there for you.  No matter what, we will overcome every speed bump in our way to get to our perfect future with the most perfect person in the world.

May all our dreams come true and more blessings fall upon us.

Happy anniversary dear!
I love you.

P.S : Hope you will understand me more and always be there for me...

With love,
Angel

Trailer of Something Borrowed

Something Borrowed

This is the name of movie that I saw few days ago

Highly recommended!

This film starring Ginnifer Goodwin, Kate Hudson, John Krasinski, and Colin Egglesfield

Story started when Rachel White (Ginnifer Goodwin) is a single, talented attorney working in a New York law firm. After too many drinks on her 30th birthday, Rachel grabs a cab with Dex (Colin Egglesfield) and playfully reveals she has had a crush on him since law school. The problem is, Dex is also her best friend Darcy's (Kate Hudson) fiancé. 

They wake up in bed together the next morning to Darcy calling both of their phones. Dex sneaks out and they do not have time to speak about what happened between them. What Rachel thinks is a one night stand, is actually the beginning of an emotional roller coaster once Dex tells Rachel he is in love with her.

Ethan (John Krasinski) has been friends with Darcy and Rachel since childhood and he is the only one who knows what has happened between Rachel &Dex, which he has vowed to keep secret.

 When Dex skips out on 4 July weekend in the Hamptons to stay in the City and spend time with Rachel, they run into his parents. His father suspects something is going on between the two of them and he tells Dex to end it as soon as possible. Considering his mother and father’s feelings, Dex gives Rachel the cold shoulder and leaves her to go back to Darcy (who has been partying the Hamptons all weekend with Dex’s friend, Marcus).

As the wedding nears, Dex and Rachel are speaking less and less. At the beach, their secret is almost revealed by Ethan, who is frustrated with Rachel not taking what she wants, but Rachel stops him by hitting him in the face with a badminton racket. That night at the bar, Rachel finally tells Dex that she wants him to call of the wedding so they can be together, but he tells her that he can't.

Ethan moves to London after their fight at the beach for work, and Rachel flies to London to visit him. He then reveals that he loves her and just wants to see her happy, knowing that she is in love with someone else. Rachel returns to New York to find Dex sitting on her door step. He reveals he ended things with Darcy and called off the wedding.

Rachel is ecstatic until Darcy ends up at her door begging to come in to talk. Dex hides and Darcy enters her apartment. She tells Rachel that she ended things with Dex and has been cheating on him with his friend Marcus. She is also pregnant with Marcus’ child and they are very happy. Rachel gives her her blessing and Darcy proceeds to leave but only to return and ask what Dex’s jacket is doing in her apartment. Dex then comes out and Darcy figures out Rachel is the other woman. She becomes infuriated and storms out of the apartment.

Finally, two months later, Rachel and Darcy run in to each other on the street, they have not spoken since the incident and Darcy says truthfully that she is extremely happy. Rachel is happy for her. As they leave, they turn back and smile each other. Rachel walks around the corner to Dex sitting on a bench. They walk down the street in hand in hand.

-THE END-

Getting Started

Feel excited to use the blog for the first time..
Really happy!!! ^_^